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[babyblueeyez183]

Put a smile on, pretend everythings dear

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[anonymous]

Do not blame god for what you are going through because you know what things can always get worse. We all have those times where you feel like u just want to curl up into a ball and die, you just need to look at all the good things in life and stop worrying about your imperfections. NO ONE IS PERFECT..just focus on ur school work right now and I know its hard cause of what your family is going through but lean to your friends for support...the ones that have always been there for you....worry about yourself first then the other ppl around you. Don't even think about suicide because if you did just think of all the people that would cry if you left them and I know that it feels like no one would miss you but trust me you would be very muched missed. When you get anxiety attacks just think of happy thoughts...or sing the song from the sound of music..."raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens..brown paper packages tied up with string these are a few of my favorite things! when the dog bites when the bee stings when im feeling said I think of a few of my favorite things and then i dont feel so bad" or you can sing "i feel pretty o so pretty" i know it sounds stupid but it will help. But get confirmed..don't back out now...think of being confirmed as the hokey pokey....your about to put your whole self in...but unlike the hokey pokey you are not going to take your whole self out..being confirmed is saying I beileve in god and I am ready to become an adult in the church...never doubt yourself..God is somewhere in your life right now..don't be blind to not see him...trust me...he doesnt hate you never think that...there are signs of god everywhere...for example I was worried that I would not get to see someone I love before they died and that day it started snowing in the middle of april when it hadnt snowed since the beginning of march...it snowed in texas the year my grandfather died on chirstmas because he knew my relatives wanted to play in the snow more than anything...and that day I was worried he made it snow letting me know everything was alright...you may think this sounds crazy but it happened councidence? i think not
God will always welcome you with open arms..never forget that

[babyblueeyez183]

I do not hate god, I just want to know why this is all happening. I would just like something good for my family. They're all going through a really hard time and its been probably a few years since they've all been happy. I wasn't talking about killing myself i would never do that. Its just crap thats going on, people i know, family, school.. You say focus on school work, Thats stressing me out too. And i know i worry about everyone else before myself i know that isn't good. Thats because i want everyone to be happy. And thats not how the world works but I still like to try. I am going to get confirmed i know that. I really don't hate god and i'm not going to turn on him, its just that there is so much crap going on in my life right now and i'm stressing out about it. You say think happy thoughts when you have panic attacks. Its a little too hard to think while you can't breathe. I had one yesterday and they sucked, I have to find a way to not get them before they turn into an attack. I try putting it behind me, not think about it, but in the end it crawls back up. I can't stop them i don't know how to control them. Thats something i need to figure out. Thank you for listening and helping me out to just comment back, Thank you.

[anonymous]

Someone will always have it worse than you....but I understand what you are going through and how you sometimes just want to quit....

Life throws you curveballs to prepare you for the big legues

[babyblueeyez183]

Yes trust me i know people have life harder than me, But I feel like the curveballs have been thrown at me all my life, and i would just like to be put on the bench for a little while and be happy with that then get hit with the ball. I've been really down lately and I don't know why, I think its just everything thats going on, But do you understand, How can you understand, What happened? Can you tell me who this is, so I can understand. Thank you for listening to me, Its really helpful.

[anonymous]

I understand whats happening to you cause im going through something like it myself...
but not as bad...i guess im really good at hiding my feelings... and well life is to short to live it being depressed all the time and i know that you just have to make the best of things...i also hate to see people unhappy and smiles are contagious so i try to keep a good attuide all the time...
No one can acomplish anything with a bad view on life..
if you are really unsure about being confirmed take the time to ask urself whether or not u want to be..God will always be there for you even if you turn your back on him....
high school is all about finding out who you are and what kind of person you are....but no one can tell you how to dress and act..its all up to you...no one can tell you who u are..do you pray at night? well if you don't maybe you should give it a chance..pray for yourself and whatever else is worrying you..ask God to help you find out who you are...but you need to have faith in him and beilieve.....i used to doubt whether or not God is real..but i believe now after I realized that he has helped me and my friends and family in so many different ways
so i see that you are struggling..but stay tough...don't cave in...you can make it through

[babyblueeyez183]

I Don't know who this is, But you are completly right, Know one ever got anywhere with a negative look on life. You make so much sense, and i needed to here that, Thank you so much for helping me out. Really, thank you!