Do not blame god for what you are going through because you know what things can always get worse. We all have those times where you feel like u just want to curl up into a ball and die, you just need to look at all the good things in life and stop worrying about your imperfections. NO ONE IS PERFECT..just focus on ur school work right now and I know its hard cause of what your family is going through but lean to your friends for support...the ones that have always been there for you....worry about yourself first then the other ppl around you. Don't even think about suicide because if you did just think of all the people that would cry if you left them and I know that it feels like no one would miss you but trust me you would be very muched missed. When you get anxiety attacks just think of happy thoughts...or sing the song from the sound of music..."raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens..brown paper packages tied up with string these are a few of my favorite things! when the dog bites when the bee stings when im feeling
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I do not hate god, I just want to know why this is all happening. I would just like something good for my family. They're all going through a really hard time and its been probably a few years since they've all been happy. I wasn't talking about killing myself i would never do that. Its just crap thats going on, people i know, family, school.. You say focus on school work, Thats stressing me out too. And i know i worry about everyone else before myself i know that isn't good. Thats because i want everyone to be happy. And thats not how the world works but I still like to try. I am going to get confirmed i know that. I really don't hate god and i'm not going to turn on him, its just that there is so much crap going on in my life right now and i'm stressing out about it. You say think happy thoughts when you have panic attacks. Its a little too hard to think while you can't breathe. I had one yesterday and they sucked, I have to find a way to not get them before they turn into an attack. I try putting it behind me, not think about it,
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Yes trust me i know people have life harder than me, But I feel like the curveballs have been thrown at me all my life, and i would just like to be put on the bench for a little while and be happy with that then get hit with the ball. I've been really down lately and I don't know why, I think its just everything thats going on, But do you understand, How can you understand, What happened? Can you tell me who this is, so I can understand. Thank you for listening to me, Its really helpful.
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Life throws you curveballs to prepare you for the big legues
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