Sep 10, 2015 23:40
They tell you to take it slow. You didn't listen, and now you wish you had. How do you take it all back? How do you start over again?
Close your eyes. Breathe. Believe again. Not in some fairytale or fantasy, but believe in you. In where you were before it all started. Believe in strength. In putting yourself first.
Take two steps back... See things from another's eyes. Do you like where you are? Why? Why not?
The truth is, you want more.
Is it time to leave?
You want to turn away, but you're scared. What if you are wrong? What would you be walking away from?
But maybe you aren't wrong. You deserve more, you are worth more.
And so you take a deep breath. Take another step back. And another. Bring yourself back to square one. And you wait, and watch, and hope... But another breed of hope entirely.
Live for yourself. Do what you want. If that's what you're getting, that's what you'll give.