Reflecting
It's funny how that word is used in several different capacities. I don't know what it's funny to me, but, uhh.. it just is.
I've been looking back over old (some very, VERY old) entries I'd written and it's sort of enlightened me or just reminded me of a lot of things I'd told myself to keep in mind. I'm glad I kept this journal, but at the same time I'm a bit sad that I sort of fell out of writing. That's not to say that my journaling is going to improve significantly, but just... there are/were so many wonderful events that had taken place in the past few months, but I've pretty much failed to document them. It's okay. I have my memories, and I'll just hope that, at this point, they won't fade much. Buuut still.. even if they do, I have at least SOME pictures to look back on.
So many things have happened, and I've taken part in so many things lately... most of which I feel like I just stumbled upon. I never planned for most of what has happened to actually happen.. but I'm glad things went the way they did. I had so much fun being a part of the various activities I'd gotten involved in and my only regret is that I hadn't mastered time management well enough to do more for each activity.
So.. I guess here's to CKI, to PTK, to AGS, and most of all, to Forensics. I've met so many wonderful, amazing people and I feel blessed.. honored.. to have been part of everything. I wish I could've stayed another year to continue to be involved in everything.. but alas =P
Now, I just need to keep in mind that I don't want any regrets about the things I am or will be involved in.. and use that to drive my efforts in everything in the present and future. Keep focus, manage my time.. and enjoy. Haha.
I guess I can say that ... I'm pretty happy/content right now. I miss debating for sure... but we'll see what I can do about that over at UCLA.
Reflecting on the past is good as long as you focus on the lessons you've learned and the good things that have happened. =)
I've been looking back over old (some very, VERY old) entries I'd written and it's sort of enlightened me or just reminded me of a lot of things I'd told myself to keep in mind. I'm glad I kept this journal, but at the same time I'm a bit sad that I sort of fell out of writing. That's not to say that my journaling is going to improve significantly, but just... there are/were so many wonderful events that had taken place in the past few months, but I've pretty much failed to document them. It's okay. I have my memories, and I'll just hope that, at this point, they won't fade much. Buuut still.. even if they do, I have at least SOME pictures to look back on.
So many things have happened, and I've taken part in so many things lately... most of which I feel like I just stumbled upon. I never planned for most of what has happened to actually happen.. but I'm glad things went the way they did. I had so much fun being a part of the various activities I'd gotten involved in and my only regret is that I hadn't mastered time management well enough to do more for each activity.
So.. I guess here's to CKI, to PTK, to AGS, and most of all, to Forensics. I've met so many wonderful, amazing people and I feel blessed.. honored.. to have been part of everything. I wish I could've stayed another year to continue to be involved in everything.. but alas =P
Now, I just need to keep in mind that I don't want any regrets about the things I am or will be involved in.. and use that to drive my efforts in everything in the present and future. Keep focus, manage my time.. and enjoy. Haha.
I guess I can say that ... I'm pretty happy/content right now. I miss debating for sure... but we'll see what I can do about that over at UCLA.
Reflecting on the past is good as long as you focus on the lessons you've learned and the good things that have happened. =)