weird dream,,,
k, last night 27/07/05, i had this dream about a guy, who i dont remember what he looked like, name & whether i even knew him or not. Actually its not that odd when i put it like that but whats really stranger is that i can't seem to put him/the dream out of my mind.
I'm almost positive i dont know who this guy was in real life but apperantly, he must meant a good measure lot to me since i did remember having transfer myself for a semester to his school! Dont tell me it isnt odd, huh!? Damn it! what is all this mean??
So, i met a guy, preferably very cute/unique/exotic & i found myself couldnt forget him so i changed my school to his school cleary to have a shot with him. All this time, my boyfriend was there too! He was even there helping me move my stuff to new dorm and also there when i met my mysterious guy for the second time too! wasn't that too..much?
To top things off, i chatted with the guy before my bf. left the scene & i said goobye to my bf. in the middle of conversation with the cutie as well. Got me, what the hell was that?!?!
So, i found out the guy was also interested, quite eagerly too i might add, he came to talk, smiled when he was told bf. not staying. Clearly, there must be something followed right? nope, nothing. Then i tried to find him when classes begin, why the hell i didnt know his name?
but i didnt and i found myself scanning the crowded hallway for him but he was nowhere to be seen. And i got really distracted by the thought that this school's being way too crowded and i could hardly breathe properly walking in hallways. I also stated this to my friends but they seemed to think i was being odd, overreacting and no one ever complained about this, which i found really strange & frustrated.
no one knew i was looking for this cute guy though, dont know why i didnt say anything or asked anyone for help since obviously i must have gotten it bad. I transferred for crying out loud!! I *did* find him tough, long while later, walking pass me with a girl i didnt know.
He looked at me and i looked at him and we waed right pass each other so close, our shoulders could have brushed against one another's but they didn't.
That was it.
We kept walking.
I never looked back; i didnt know whether he did or not. I never saw him again in the dream, that was the only encouter we had in this school i transferred to.
Didn't make any sense at all, did it? Where the hell had he been all those while?
Why didn't he search for me at least once when he knew i was there? What happened after my bf. left that second time we met? He never called?
How could it possible that i didn't even know his name? And what the hell was that whole 'crowded hallways' thing about?!
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Damn it! Shit, what the fuck was going on there? and why the hell i couldn't figure who this guy was already if the dream's still lingering in my mind so freshly, vividly?
Was it even about love/lovers or it was s'posed to have psychological meanings/implies?
Was it about my state of mind and how fucked up my mind was? Or it was just a random shit i made up to fill my head while i slept?
And who the hell is going to tell me the right answer?
And do i even want to know the meanings of all these stupid dreams?
ETA: i *did* met him again after that, came to think bout it, but didn't remember when or how long after or what happened; how i reacted, how he responded or was he with anyone and vice-versa.
I'm almost positive i dont know who this guy was in real life but apperantly, he must meant a good measure lot to me since i did remember having transfer myself for a semester to his school! Dont tell me it isnt odd, huh!? Damn it! what is all this mean??
So, i met a guy, preferably very cute/unique/exotic & i found myself couldnt forget him so i changed my school to his school cleary to have a shot with him. All this time, my boyfriend was there too! He was even there helping me move my stuff to new dorm and also there when i met my mysterious guy for the second time too! wasn't that too..much?
To top things off, i chatted with the guy before my bf. left the scene & i said goobye to my bf. in the middle of conversation with the cutie as well. Got me, what the hell was that?!?!
So, i found out the guy was also interested, quite eagerly too i might add, he came to talk, smiled when he was told bf. not staying. Clearly, there must be something followed right? nope, nothing. Then i tried to find him when classes begin, why the hell i didnt know his name?
but i didnt and i found myself scanning the crowded hallway for him but he was nowhere to be seen. And i got really distracted by the thought that this school's being way too crowded and i could hardly breathe properly walking in hallways. I also stated this to my friends but they seemed to think i was being odd, overreacting and no one ever complained about this, which i found really strange & frustrated.
no one knew i was looking for this cute guy though, dont know why i didnt say anything or asked anyone for help since obviously i must have gotten it bad. I transferred for crying out loud!! I *did* find him tough, long while later, walking pass me with a girl i didnt know.
He looked at me and i looked at him and we waed right pass each other so close, our shoulders could have brushed against one another's but they didn't.
That was it.
We kept walking.
I never looked back; i didnt know whether he did or not. I never saw him again in the dream, that was the only encouter we had in this school i transferred to.
Didn't make any sense at all, did it? Where the hell had he been all those while?
Why didn't he search for me at least once when he knew i was there? What happened after my bf. left that second time we met? He never called?
How could it possible that i didn't even know his name? And what the hell was that whole 'crowded hallways' thing about?!
??????????????????????????????????
Damn it! Shit, what the fuck was going on there? and why the hell i couldn't figure who this guy was already if the dream's still lingering in my mind so freshly, vividly?
Was it even about love/lovers or it was s'posed to have psychological meanings/implies?
Was it about my state of mind and how fucked up my mind was? Or it was just a random shit i made up to fill my head while i slept?
And who the hell is going to tell me the right answer?
And do i even want to know the meanings of all these stupid dreams?
ETA: i *did* met him again after that, came to think bout it, but didn't remember when or how long after or what happened; how i reacted, how he responded or was he with anyone and vice-versa.