Aug 23, 2004 22:24
wow i can't believe I'm leaving in 3 days. Everything has happened so fast...these past few weeks have flown by...where has august gone?!?!
I'm happy I have been spending a lot of time with Kyle lately. I even spent some time with my mom. I went to work w her on Friday and today I went w her to work for like an hour.
Tomorrow I have to go to the doctor in the morning then hopefully we all (myself, emily, gina, malloree & lindsay) can go to lunch. Tomorrow night Kyle & I are going out for our last dinner.
Quiznos opened up today in NH! All the cool stores are coming right when I'm leaving. Quiznos, Walmart, Target...what's up with this?!?
So I'll see Ky during our homecoming weekend and then the week before Thanksgiving I'll come home on that Friday to go to his homecoming on a Sat, then go back to school Sunday then go back home Tues for Thanksgiving break.
All my college stuff is still in a huge pile downstairs. My mom started organizing it today. I really have to organize it but I kinda don't...I guess it's because I don't want to face that college is here so soon. It's like once I get that stuff all set then I'll be all ready for college materially...not physically/mentally though. I'm trying to trick myself into thinking that it's not here in 3 days, I'll be going back to Sacred Heart and I'll know everybody and everything will be okay. It's not like that anymore. Wow. College is such a big change! I'm going to try to think positive though. I need to do that or I'll drive myself crazy.