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i am struggling to find a deep consideration for people. it's like a piece of lead on my chest.
there is no one to care for me. i am sinking. but there's no bottom so really i'm not moving at all.
not thinking about it is irresponsible.
i feel overwhelmingly alone, and i feel more alone every time someone comes close to me, emotionally or physically.
i feel comfort in books. because i'm them and they are me. like the television only deeper.
you are all far too certain of the world. i'm better than everyone. the end.
there is no one to care for me. i am sinking. but there's no bottom so really i'm not moving at all.
not thinking about it is irresponsible.
i feel overwhelmingly alone, and i feel more alone every time someone comes close to me, emotionally or physically.
i feel comfort in books. because i'm them and they are me. like the television only deeper.
you are all far too certain of the world. i'm better than everyone. the end.