Mar 19, 2004 11:09
I am sitting here in Tn. Bored right now cause my mother is out with her friend at work and when they get home is when we are going out and doing somethings. Last night was really hard for me because I can't see Johnny since I am here. He is gone already. That would have been cool to spend my spring break with him. But there is nothing I can do about it. We will be together when he gets out in June. Which I really cant wait till then. Last night I had a daydream about him being here with us and my mother was telling me to sleep in the room she was in so me and him dont do anything. My little brother on the couch but the three of us watching tv while my mom and her friend went to bed. Well I feel asleep watching whatever we were watching and then I wake up to him whispering in my ear "baby, come lay with me" so I moved over and we got to sleep next to each other. Then when I did go to sleep last night, I had this weird dream. You all might not know but my little brother is going in the Army. Well he was in bootcamp with Johnny. I went to the beds and everyone was sleeping and I was sneaking around tryin to find Johnny. Well I thought I found him when I moved the blanket it was my little brother. He was like "hey vicky, what you doing here?" Then some other guys woke up by that and then I had to hide because the DIs woke up. I am all hiding under the beds and then like an hour later when it settles down again, I was about to move and I hear someone whispering to me, I look over and this head is right by mine. It was Johnny, he was whispering to me to come out and lay with him. So I did but of course I would have to leave before the DI seen me. It felt good to hold each other and it made him happy but then before I got to get up and leave before the DI got up, I woke up. But it was a really good dream, both of them really. I miss hearing his voice, I really do. These 3 months is gonna be really hard but well worth it in the end. Well enough about that I am out of here. Talk to you later, Steph I got your pictures I'll mail then when I get back home. See ya girl!