Mar 17, 2004 15:47
I was sleeping or taking a nap should I say.....then I woke up and asked my little brother to go get the mail, he did and threw two letters on my chest. It was from Johnny, I was so happy. I got up and opened them one by one. I felt kind of bad, he wasnt happy. It wasnt he was expecting and he was thinking to see if he could get out. He said he is sorry to disappoint me and hope im still there for him no matter what, which I am but I know this is gonna be the hardest part of the whole thing. So I have to keep his head up. THen when my little brother joins I have to do the same with him. We all love em and want the best for em and I know both of them can do it. But I am so happy to get his letters!!!!!!!!!! I so badly want to be with him right now but I know I have to wait! Oh well just thought I would post that I got em! See ya!