wish upon a star *
one thing i just dont get about you... is you get hurt yet you keep running back to those who constantly hurt you. You know deep down inside that once that loving moment has passed ur gonna lose them and feel like crap again... i just dont get why you keep going back
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i'm sorry i haven't gotten in touch with you lately. i've been really sick.
i leave tomorrow for halifax. i was hoping to see you and spend some time with you. but it didn't happen.
about the jeremy and me thing. i'm just sick of it. i've realised that every time him and i get together he starts a fight between us and i don't need that. i know what i said to him. i told him that i was sad because i hadnt' seen you in a long time. but i understood why. and he just goes around and turns it the other way.
i figured you would believe me... i hope you would believe me.
i love you too much to hurt you or say stupid things like that. i would hope i was smarter than that.
i have no reason to be mad at you
i don't need to lose another friend. i know i haven't seen you in forever. and i know you are always up the street from me. but i never wanna be an intruder. i wanna be able to spend time with you.
lately i've been really sick. i have the flu. the guys at work keep sending me home. i never go tho. i'm over worked.
and i've really needed a girl here for me and i just don't have one and it's getting really hard on me.
i've really missed you and i hope that you can forgive me about all of this stuff.
if i hurt you i am truely sorry. i never meant to. and never will mean to.
i'm so happy for you. you've found a guy that loves you so much and i'm so glad. you've waited so long.
i hope i can find one like that.
i havne't gone back to adam... we're friends. we've hung out that's it. he called me the night he was flying out from halifax. we talked for an hour and it was like we never lost touch.
we've both really missed eachother... and we've talked about a relationship and he doesn't want one. i'm ok with that. i've just wanted another friend. and we're doing good.
i'm so sorry brit. i'm balling my eyes out here thinking that you just hate my guts.
i'd really like to see you when i get back.
please text me sometime or something. i havent' texted you becasue well you know... i think you're mad at me.
i love you to death and i totally understand if you are mad at me. i'm willing to apologize make it up to you everything possible.. i just am so afriad of losing you.
i hope to talk to you soon.
i love you.. please don't forget that.
bye <3
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