wish upon a star *
one thing i just dont get about you... is you get hurt yet you keep running back to those who constantly hurt you. You know deep down inside that once that loving moment has passed ur gonna lose them and feel like crap again... i just dont get why you keep going back.
things are crazy in this house... my job has been threatened... oo im scared fire me i really wouldn't give 2 shits. My mom is going crazy over this stolen horse thing... since my sister is being accused and same with josh. the story is interesting. our saddle got stolen by a whore of a person autumn... its funny my mom knows i have amazing judgement of people... the moment that girl walked through our door, i knew i didn't like her she was snakey. but no one listened now look, our saddle is stolen and she has it.
vacation in like 2 weeks for me.
Dean and I are heading to my cottage for 1 week, i cant wait.. away from everything, should be quiet and nice. ooo im excited.
Im going to the next Equus 3D horse show on August 30th, doing Pre-Training.. im kinda scared... but theres no point in doing Entry if i've already placed 1st... :D
I rode Unbridled Fire for the first time today... he knows he'es huge and uses it to his advantage... scary. lol
For some random reason, i've been VERY down lately... cant really figure out why, its bad though... almost like depression :S im sure My week off will fix that though, i hope.
After 2 weeks of driving standard i've managed to be not so bad... still have the odd problems in first, but i've got it pretty good... my mom took me for a "test" a week after i had driven it, she said it seemed like i've been driving that car forever. thats good to hear. i thought i was doing horrible.
People just need to stop being assholes though, when you stall a car go around me... its not my fault i cant drive it yet... now i just piss people off with the car ahaha, i love rolling at lights scares the shit out of the person up my ass... that'll teach them not to be so close... wait til the day i roll into them, itll be considered there fault :D
other then that, my life hasn't changed too much.
this whole jeremy and kim thing has a stink to it though.
it just doesn't make sense.
but whatever... if theres a problem, im not hard to get a hold of, i live with my cell phone attached to me.. im ALWAYS near it.
anways im out to do who knows what... i wrote him off tonight seemed like he had more important things to do... ALL weekend.. makes me feel good especially right now when im not doing to well. but whatever... right now i could care less.
im out. bye**
things are crazy in this house... my job has been threatened... oo im scared fire me i really wouldn't give 2 shits. My mom is going crazy over this stolen horse thing... since my sister is being accused and same with josh. the story is interesting. our saddle got stolen by a whore of a person autumn... its funny my mom knows i have amazing judgement of people... the moment that girl walked through our door, i knew i didn't like her she was snakey. but no one listened now look, our saddle is stolen and she has it.
vacation in like 2 weeks for me.
Dean and I are heading to my cottage for 1 week, i cant wait.. away from everything, should be quiet and nice. ooo im excited.
Im going to the next Equus 3D horse show on August 30th, doing Pre-Training.. im kinda scared... but theres no point in doing Entry if i've already placed 1st... :D
I rode Unbridled Fire for the first time today... he knows he'es huge and uses it to his advantage... scary. lol
For some random reason, i've been VERY down lately... cant really figure out why, its bad though... almost like depression :S im sure My week off will fix that though, i hope.
After 2 weeks of driving standard i've managed to be not so bad... still have the odd problems in first, but i've got it pretty good... my mom took me for a "test" a week after i had driven it, she said it seemed like i've been driving that car forever. thats good to hear. i thought i was doing horrible.
People just need to stop being assholes though, when you stall a car go around me... its not my fault i cant drive it yet... now i just piss people off with the car ahaha, i love rolling at lights scares the shit out of the person up my ass... that'll teach them not to be so close... wait til the day i roll into them, itll be considered there fault :D
other then that, my life hasn't changed too much.
this whole jeremy and kim thing has a stink to it though.
it just doesn't make sense.
but whatever... if theres a problem, im not hard to get a hold of, i live with my cell phone attached to me.. im ALWAYS near it.
anways im out to do who knows what... i wrote him off tonight seemed like he had more important things to do... ALL weekend.. makes me feel good especially right now when im not doing to well. but whatever... right now i could care less.
im out. bye**