Take a Shot for me
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you love me.
Im beggin you to beg me
I didn't used to understand that song. I understand it so well now. I understand so much more what you meant by it.
The thing is, I did though.
~I said the exact words. I knew after she died that nothing would ever be the same. I felt it slip, I swear I did. I felt it in my heart. I stood in the doorway and I knew that me not being at your side at that very instant, was it. I didn't know what to do. Grief is so powerful that I didn't know the right way to act. It seems so simply now...
~And in the immediate aftermath, I've felt sick without you. You were the representation of my identity and I felt a loss without you.
~I'm probably in love with my senior coactress. Nah, not in love. But its hard because I don't think I know what love is without you. You never knew that, that was the best gift you gave me and I loved you dearly for it.
~We didn't sink though. You gave up. Even though you promised me that you would stick with me, you gave up. In my heart, I really did think we were getting married. I know I did because I was so unprepared to replace you and be replaced.
But I get it now. Its still bits and pieces that ache me.
May your neighbors respect you
Trouble neglect you, angels protect you
And heaven accept you..
Take a shot for me because you taught me love
I need you to need me.
I'd love you love me.
Im beggin you to beg me
I didn't used to understand that song. I understand it so well now. I understand so much more what you meant by it.
The thing is, I did though.
~I said the exact words. I knew after she died that nothing would ever be the same. I felt it slip, I swear I did. I felt it in my heart. I stood in the doorway and I knew that me not being at your side at that very instant, was it. I didn't know what to do. Grief is so powerful that I didn't know the right way to act. It seems so simply now...
~And in the immediate aftermath, I've felt sick without you. You were the representation of my identity and I felt a loss without you.
~I'm probably in love with my senior coactress. Nah, not in love. But its hard because I don't think I know what love is without you. You never knew that, that was the best gift you gave me and I loved you dearly for it.
~We didn't sink though. You gave up. Even though you promised me that you would stick with me, you gave up. In my heart, I really did think we were getting married. I know I did because I was so unprepared to replace you and be replaced.
But I get it now. Its still bits and pieces that ache me.
May your neighbors respect you
Trouble neglect you, angels protect you
And heaven accept you..
Take a shot for me because you taught me love