I want it to be simple, I do
I promise I do. But it's not anymore and being older and wiser and more mature says so. We're too old to pretend anymore. We're not ready. And I honestly believe that that rushing something, even if it might be supposed to happen, can ruin it. I don't know how to impart that. What can I do even? When I spell it out verbally it is understood but my perhaps my actions contradict that. Maybe I shouldn't have any actions...
I don't know. What I do know right now really well is myself. I've being growing and learning about who I am and who I want to be. And who I want in my life. And what I want to do. And where I want to go. There are no easy answers so for now I must just embrace the questions.
It's tricky not to treat everything in life like it has a destination. Sometimes it's just a place to go. I really believe that.
I am going to continue doing what I know is right in life. I am enjoying being older and wiser and more mature. I am damn near about be a college senior! My accomplishments are plenty and hopefully will continue. Therefore, I must be doin something right, right?
Miss Allen will always be my sweet heart. Life is hard right now. And I don't think we're ready. A year ago, we fought because we never built our lives around each other. We broke up. Now we can see we're not Ready to build our lives around each other.
I am an Assassin. I feel super. Today, me and my roommate played 7 games of 7-up. Of the first 3 games, we bet a faygo and he won. We pushed the competition to best out of 7 and tagged a pair of sticks in addition to the faygo. All I could think is I do not want to have to give him those sticks! I won!
All I am saying is that I can do whatever I want:
I am a scholar student;
Monster on the track;
Damn good actor but a Better play director;
Fierce and loyal friend and family member;
And I party like a rockstar:
I am an Assassin!
And now:
I understand love more than I ever did.
I don't know. What I do know right now really well is myself. I've being growing and learning about who I am and who I want to be. And who I want in my life. And what I want to do. And where I want to go. There are no easy answers so for now I must just embrace the questions.
It's tricky not to treat everything in life like it has a destination. Sometimes it's just a place to go. I really believe that.
I am going to continue doing what I know is right in life. I am enjoying being older and wiser and more mature. I am damn near about be a college senior! My accomplishments are plenty and hopefully will continue. Therefore, I must be doin something right, right?
Miss Allen will always be my sweet heart. Life is hard right now. And I don't think we're ready. A year ago, we fought because we never built our lives around each other. We broke up. Now we can see we're not Ready to build our lives around each other.
I am an Assassin. I feel super. Today, me and my roommate played 7 games of 7-up. Of the first 3 games, we bet a faygo and he won. We pushed the competition to best out of 7 and tagged a pair of sticks in addition to the faygo. All I could think is I do not want to have to give him those sticks! I won!
All I am saying is that I can do whatever I want:
I am a scholar student;
Monster on the track;
Damn good actor but a Better play director;
Fierce and loyal friend and family member;
And I party like a rockstar:
I am an Assassin!
And now:
I understand love more than I ever did.