SO Over this...
SO yeah... I try ending things with "the boy" and that night he's opening doors for me and cooking me dinner. WTF!?!?! Umm... why be so amazing AFTER the fact. I dont get it. I'm over waiting and I'm over trying so damn hard. Sadly enough feelings for Chad never went away... makes things a lil awkward. But life goes on. He's a really great guy and I see now that he treated me the way i wanted to be treated. why do i do stupid things? This guy asked me out on a date today. Things are gettng way to complicated again in boy world. I can't wait to go home. ONLY 2 more days!!!! ATL IN 1 WEEK!!!!! YAY!