And the world keeps turning
I just don't even know... I'm happy one minute and then completely discontent the next. School is going great. Work isnt bad, I'm just tired of working. Only 4 more weeks and then I get 6 weeks off. Hopefully that will help get me back into the working mode. I'm trying to balance my social life, and thats not going too bad. As for guys... UGH! I want to call him my boyfriend, but I've gotten to the point where I feel a relationship is futile. I feel as if I will inevitably lose him. I shouldn't think that way, but I dont want to get hurt again. Not like that and not by him. Its happened before. I'm also afraid of the repercussion thanks to the wonderful ex-g/f. BOO! He and I were together before she came into the picture and the feelings never went away, and yet I'm the one left feeling like I'm in the wrong. I just want everything to work out.