But I'll bring myself up again.
You know what? I'm going to Japan. I've had it with dreaming and all of my uncertainties. If I go to California, then I'll do my best and then move to Japan after I graduate. I want to make JDoramas, it's what i want! Of course I want to make movies, but I could live my simple life assisting in JDorama or actually directing living in Japan. And If I don't go to California after everything, then I'll work my ass off to raise money to go. I'm tired to just having the dream to do it, I want to actually do this. I know it will be a lot of work, but I'm tired of seeing everybody else succeed. I want to be happy, When do I get my chance? Well, I'm tired of waiting for it. The more I wait the more things fall apart...