Example
So here is an example of the physical demise of our relationship:
tonight I asked if he would rub my back before going to bed (as a stress reliever, I wasn't doing it for a "hint hint wink wink" type of thing)
He came in the bedroom and started rubbing my back
I leaned over and kissed him, which turned into a pretty nice kiss, one that usually leads to other things.
then I said "would you like to continue this?" because that cat jumped up on the bed an interrupted us.
His response a long pause...shifted his hat around on his head and said "Well, don't you have to work early in the morning? We both don't have to work on Sunday,can we do it then"
I said "okay" then rolled over and told him I was tired and needed to go to sleep.
WHAT THE FUCK?!
To me this is a fucked up situation........a year and a half ago he would been all over me at this time of night, hell we didn't get done with our adult activities until 3:30am AND I would have a 7:30am class the next day.
Once again rejected. This is going to be the last rejection. I don't deserve this bullshit.
I'm so hurt right now, crying, all I want is for someone to hold me and to comfort me.
When he comes to bed I will be moving onto the couch, I dont' want to be near him tonight.
So here I am cry, feeling rejected, and wondering what the hell is wrong with me.
tonight I asked if he would rub my back before going to bed (as a stress reliever, I wasn't doing it for a "hint hint wink wink" type of thing)
He came in the bedroom and started rubbing my back
I leaned over and kissed him, which turned into a pretty nice kiss, one that usually leads to other things.
then I said "would you like to continue this?" because that cat jumped up on the bed an interrupted us.
His response a long pause...shifted his hat around on his head and said "Well, don't you have to work early in the morning? We both don't have to work on Sunday,can we do it then"
I said "okay" then rolled over and told him I was tired and needed to go to sleep.
WHAT THE FUCK?!
To me this is a fucked up situation........a year and a half ago he would been all over me at this time of night, hell we didn't get done with our adult activities until 3:30am AND I would have a 7:30am class the next day.
Once again rejected. This is going to be the last rejection. I don't deserve this bullshit.
I'm so hurt right now, crying, all I want is for someone to hold me and to comfort me.
When he comes to bed I will be moving onto the couch, I dont' want to be near him tonight.
So here I am cry, feeling rejected, and wondering what the hell is wrong with me.