Paige and Becky go to White Castles
Well...last nite paige spend the nite..she came over about 7ish and we just hung out and took stupid pictures and watched movies untill about 10 when my dad got home..he was crusin woodward...but ne ways we hadnt ate yet so we decided to go to white castles..so were in the convertable gto and were in teh drive thru line at white castles when
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This is in reply to your August 14th entry. I believe this is probably the easiest way for me to break the ice. I've wanted to talk to you for so long about this and I never knew how to go about it. I can tell your friends love you so much and would do anything for you and I'm sure that helps you out. You're not being selfish at all and I'm not going to say the whole "if you need me, I'm here for you", which I am, but I don't think you need me to say that. I know you might think low and bad of me sometimes, as far as my choices with guys and friends and whatnot but I truly do think you look up to me, just as it is a natural instinct. I look up..well down..but ya know, to you all the time. You're my biggest inspiration in my entire life. I think I'm closer to you than I am to Freddie. Losing your mom is probably the most traumatic thing that will ever happen to you. I wish I could tell you that everything will be ok but the truth is, it probably won't. I mean, life will go on , you'll have fun times, make happy memories, and your dad will be there every step of the way with you but no one and nothing will ever, ever replace your mother. I deeply believe that your mom was more of a mom to me that my mom ever was. I cry every day thinking about how my Aunt Julie is gone forever...about how my Aunt Julie won't be at my wedding..things just like you think about. Becky, I think we really do need to talk about this. The subject is so painful but maybe some tears and each other will just lift some of the weight off our shoulders. I DO know what you're going through. I understand every single one of the feelings you have. Never let anyone tell you that you're less than them or that you can't do something because you can do anything you put you're mind to. You're so beautiful and intelligent...you're going to go so far...and I will be there by your side..always. I love you Rebecca Lynne Pickler. Your mom would be so proud.
Love,
Sarah
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