today....
Heys..Well before I start off with my day I need to ask a question..Okay,One of my best friend's Joseph well I always talk to him about like things that's up with Jerry + I and what I should do about certain things like his advice. Well,Joseph wouldn't tell and won't tell Jerry anything I say to him but the thing I hate is Joseph told me Jerry told him some thing's and he told me it's kind of about the same topic I always talk to him about the sex thing. I want to know what it's about but Joseph won't tell me like should I ask jerry or what?!?~!? Plz help!
Okay enough about that on to my day..
I woke up at 5:45am and Jerry finally came over around 6:30am and stayed up with me and he tried to get a book cover on one of my books but he couldnt! LOL RETARD! :P So I was wearing this really cute shirt but of course it was kind of low and if I bent over it showed all my boob's so Jerry kind of wanted me to change so I did..and I wore this pink and green striped shirt from AE and some jeans from express and some brown sandals and a brown belt. I thought I looked really cute :) I had white eyeliner on with glitter! Hopefully my school pics will be good. If so,I'll try and get them scanned for ya'll. So yeah,School was okay. Except for the fact I forgot my socks for pe and didn't wear any socks with my shoes so my feet stunk! Blah :| So I was walking out to leave and I didn't see Jerry's truck so I walked onto the other side and didn't see it,so I called his cell phone and he didn't answer then I called my mom and she's all like "oh Erica's pickin u up because Jerry had to go into work early" so Im like "okay erica left.." and she goes "oh well wait there til 5pm and I'll pick u up." Okay,so it's 3:00 and she wants me to wait there til 5!! I think not. So finally Erica came back and picked me up..and I went to her house with Kendra and we didn't really do anything then my mom picked me up around 5pm and we went to ABC and Jerry got his truck all fixed so now it don't sound like a go-kart..LOL! :X So yeah,He's not coming over again tonight but he's gonna come over tomorrow morning and he's spending the night tomorrow night so far... *crosses fingers* I miss him in my arms at night!! :( Okay,So Im gonna go and look at this convo and tell me what you think plz..
me: yeah lol but jerry and I will be stayin in the same room and the house is 2,290 sq ft so not that bad
me: yeah thats true
roxy: why don't yall just get married lol
roxy: sounds like y'all are or close to it lol
me: haha i know
me: we should;-)
me: we basically are except for the whole wedding thing
roxy: wait til you get preg lol
me: no
me: lol
roxy: becareful
me: i will :-)
roxy: you should go on b/c and make sure you use condoms lol.. does your mom know your having sex with him?
me: i dont think i dunno
roxy: well i mean if y'all take showers together or sleep in the same room ect then it should be a hint lol
me: lol she knows we sleep together but she dont know we take showers together
roxy: common sense should tell her unless she is in denial because she doesn't wanna see her young daughter bein sexually active ect
me: we take showers when she aint here lol
roxy: your just bound to get caught sooner or later...
roxy: lol
me: lol
me: no
me: its not like we do it every day lol
me: only usually in the mornings
roxy: oh.. are you close to your mom?? i would say your not really open because of the sneaking around
me: we are..but i dont tell her everything like she dont tell me everything some things aren't her business
roxy: well how are you going to tell her if you get pregnant or if she finds out your having sex?? that can be a harm in the relationship.. especially him being 18 and you being 14
roxy: I don't know Iam very open with my mom I am honest with her and she supports me 100% although she might not agree with me but of course everyones relationships are different.. i don't know my mom didn't have a childhood and she always would work with us and not against us so i got lucky on that
me: ill just tell her i mean she prolly knows cuz we do sleep in the same bed and my doors always closed...but it might be a harm cuz ill be in school n everything but it willa ll work out..i mean im turnin 15 soon ya not a big diff..but i dunno
me: i dont think of my consequences which is a bad thing but ive always been like that
roxy: he can still get in trouble til your like 16 so becareful.... yeah, maybe she is in denial and odn't wanan realise it sometime parents do tht
me: yeah/...
me: i dont know..it all feels right..i love him with everything and he feels the same..so I guess whatever happens happens not I wouldnt want to get preg at like 15 but everything happens for a reason right
roxy: yeah, but 15 is a big difference to an 18 yr old.. you should think of that and becareful in the choices you make because once you become pregnant you life changes..
me: yeah..i understand im just hard headed
roxy: I don't regret being pregnant.. I mean it changed my look on life and everything and I am happy that I have a baby girl that will be coming in our lifes and I love james very much and couldn't be happier..
roxy: yeah being hard headed can leave you with lots of regrets and bad choices
me: ya..
Okay enough about that on to my day..
I woke up at 5:45am and Jerry finally came over around 6:30am and stayed up with me and he tried to get a book cover on one of my books but he couldnt! LOL RETARD! :P So I was wearing this really cute shirt but of course it was kind of low and if I bent over it showed all my boob's so Jerry kind of wanted me to change so I did..and I wore this pink and green striped shirt from AE and some jeans from express and some brown sandals and a brown belt. I thought I looked really cute :) I had white eyeliner on with glitter! Hopefully my school pics will be good. If so,I'll try and get them scanned for ya'll. So yeah,School was okay. Except for the fact I forgot my socks for pe and didn't wear any socks with my shoes so my feet stunk! Blah :| So I was walking out to leave and I didn't see Jerry's truck so I walked onto the other side and didn't see it,so I called his cell phone and he didn't answer then I called my mom and she's all like "oh Erica's pickin u up because Jerry had to go into work early" so Im like "okay erica left.." and she goes "oh well wait there til 5pm and I'll pick u up." Okay,so it's 3:00 and she wants me to wait there til 5!! I think not. So finally Erica came back and picked me up..and I went to her house with Kendra and we didn't really do anything then my mom picked me up around 5pm and we went to ABC and Jerry got his truck all fixed so now it don't sound like a go-kart..LOL! :X So yeah,He's not coming over again tonight but he's gonna come over tomorrow morning and he's spending the night tomorrow night so far... *crosses fingers* I miss him in my arms at night!! :( Okay,So Im gonna go and look at this convo and tell me what you think plz..
me: yeah lol but jerry and I will be stayin in the same room and the house is 2,290 sq ft so not that bad
me: yeah thats true
roxy: why don't yall just get married lol
roxy: sounds like y'all are or close to it lol
me: haha i know
me: we should;-)
me: we basically are except for the whole wedding thing
roxy: wait til you get preg lol
me: no
me: lol
roxy: becareful
me: i will :-)
roxy: you should go on b/c and make sure you use condoms lol.. does your mom know your having sex with him?
me: i dont think i dunno
roxy: well i mean if y'all take showers together or sleep in the same room ect then it should be a hint lol
me: lol she knows we sleep together but she dont know we take showers together
roxy: common sense should tell her unless she is in denial because she doesn't wanna see her young daughter bein sexually active ect
me: we take showers when she aint here lol
roxy: your just bound to get caught sooner or later...
roxy: lol
me: lol
me: no
me: its not like we do it every day lol
me: only usually in the mornings
roxy: oh.. are you close to your mom?? i would say your not really open because of the sneaking around
me: we are..but i dont tell her everything like she dont tell me everything some things aren't her business
roxy: well how are you going to tell her if you get pregnant or if she finds out your having sex?? that can be a harm in the relationship.. especially him being 18 and you being 14
roxy: I don't know Iam very open with my mom I am honest with her and she supports me 100% although she might not agree with me but of course everyones relationships are different.. i don't know my mom didn't have a childhood and she always would work with us and not against us so i got lucky on that
me: ill just tell her i mean she prolly knows cuz we do sleep in the same bed and my doors always closed...but it might be a harm cuz ill be in school n everything but it willa ll work out..i mean im turnin 15 soon ya not a big diff..but i dunno
me: i dont think of my consequences which is a bad thing but ive always been like that
roxy: he can still get in trouble til your like 16 so becareful.... yeah, maybe she is in denial and odn't wanan realise it sometime parents do tht
me: yeah/...
me: i dont know..it all feels right..i love him with everything and he feels the same..so I guess whatever happens happens not I wouldnt want to get preg at like 15 but everything happens for a reason right
roxy: yeah, but 15 is a big difference to an 18 yr old.. you should think of that and becareful in the choices you make because once you become pregnant you life changes..
me: yeah..i understand im just hard headed
roxy: I don't regret being pregnant.. I mean it changed my look on life and everything and I am happy that I have a baby girl that will be coming in our lifes and I love james very much and couldn't be happier..
roxy: yeah being hard headed can leave you with lots of regrets and bad choices
me: ya..