worst nightmare comes to reality
dad phoned. spoke to him for the first time in about two years. shaking like crazy.
i might have to go court. people in my family has been saying stuff which isn't exactly true. and most importantly, saying it without my consent or taking into consideration how i feel about all of this.
now im stuck in the middle. they don't fucking know anything about what I had to go through!
well they have some sort of idea, but they don't know the actual facts.
i cant go. i wont go. i'd rather kill myself than to have to go to that court.
i can't trust anyone these days. i just want to get away.
just anything...anything but that.
i might have to go court. people in my family has been saying stuff which isn't exactly true. and most importantly, saying it without my consent or taking into consideration how i feel about all of this.
now im stuck in the middle. they don't fucking know anything about what I had to go through!
well they have some sort of idea, but they don't know the actual facts.
i cant go. i wont go. i'd rather kill myself than to have to go to that court.
i can't trust anyone these days. i just want to get away.
just anything...anything but that.