It's been awhile
We are all so scared of letting go and yet, so excited we get to leave it all behind.
Words cannot even express sense ofemotional stigmata that has somehow taken over me....I can't quite describe it, its a wretched feeling, let me be the first to tell you.
And I can tell you just why I feel this way too...because I feel like I am leaving this stage of my life, not having done what needs to be done. My life feels somehow incomplete in the sense of family and such.
There is just so much that I need to get off my chest but i can't bring myself to "swallow the knife" to "cut away for [my] pride".
My pride is all I have left.
Words cannot even express sense ofemotional stigmata that has somehow taken over me....I can't quite describe it, its a wretched feeling, let me be the first to tell you.
And I can tell you just why I feel this way too...because I feel like I am leaving this stage of my life, not having done what needs to be done. My life feels somehow incomplete in the sense of family and such.
There is just so much that I need to get off my chest but i can't bring myself to "swallow the knife" to "cut away for [my] pride".
My pride is all I have left.