The Pirates (and their cast-members) are dead
It's finally over, the play that successfully put the cherry on top of my shit-fucked semester.
My acting and social life has barrelled downward (those of you smiling, try not to hurt yourself too much)
and yet on the flip side, my family life and love-life has sky rocketed into GREAT!
It was just yesterday when it was completely opposite, and I really can't tell which is worse to be quite honest.
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I tore myself down in drama, working my ass off. And for what? An occasional fake smile? There are exceptions to this I know (Bis, and Taylor, and even Jordan, and Sabrina) But Jesus.
you work so hard to get what you want, and once you get it, you aren't sure if you want it anymore.
That seems to be life's purpose, to work for all those dreams only to get bored with them as soon as you have taken advantage of them.
Rape.
That's all it fucking is, is rape.
Call me crazy, psycho high school teen girl, but that's all I can be right now.
Senior year has finally opened it up for me. It's all clear.
I so badly just want to hug someone right now.
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Jason invited me to go with him and his family to England for his grandmother's wedding...excitement is inevitable but we will see ($$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$)
My acting and social life has barrelled downward (those of you smiling, try not to hurt yourself too much)
and yet on the flip side, my family life and love-life has sky rocketed into GREAT!
It was just yesterday when it was completely opposite, and I really can't tell which is worse to be quite honest.
---------
I tore myself down in drama, working my ass off. And for what? An occasional fake smile? There are exceptions to this I know (Bis, and Taylor, and even Jordan, and Sabrina) But Jesus.
you work so hard to get what you want, and once you get it, you aren't sure if you want it anymore.
That seems to be life's purpose, to work for all those dreams only to get bored with them as soon as you have taken advantage of them.
Rape.
That's all it fucking is, is rape.
Call me crazy, psycho high school teen girl, but that's all I can be right now.
Senior year has finally opened it up for me. It's all clear.
I so badly just want to hug someone right now.
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Jason invited me to go with him and his family to England for his grandmother's wedding...excitement is inevitable but we will see ($$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$)