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Wow. I'm pretty sure I've had the best few days of my Life so far since being back in the city. :-)
I went out Saturday with Lindsey and her friends and we all met up at a pretty decent party. Then all of us dancing at the bar was awesome. Ooo... big thumbs down though on spending 24 bucks on apparently 3 drinks? Yeah. Then the next day chinese and bullshitting, and going home to my roommates and actually hanging out with them for a little while. Everything's going pretty well there so far. I even made them laugh a few times because, you know, i'm pretty damn funny.
Classes went great. It was a longgg ass day, but I didn't mind it too much. I started the day with my Poetry class with this awesomely crazy old man who is completely passionate about what he's doing, and I can't deny my attention to Anyone who has a passion for something and is going to teach it to me. Narrative Fiction with Peter as my prof. is going to be amazing, he's hilarious!, and i have him for Gay and Les. Lit. tonight at 7. Yay! It was fabulous seeing Carrie-Ann again in Ancient Philosophy, and having her smile at me when making reference to last semester, and fucking seeing the outline for our upcoming classes and realizing Dr. Conard has already gone over The Apology, Meno, the Republic, and have gone over Aristotle's ethics with her last semester. Ummm... to say the least, I'm Beyond prepared. I know I learned a lot last semester, and I'll be sure to read through my notes that I took on the same things, but it's awesome because I know I could always learn more in Philosophy. There's always a different way to look at things or a point that I didn't quite get in the midst of all the other complicated theories and proofs. I'm really going to learn a lot from her class.
Anddddd...... my last class was with Dr. Conard!!!! =-O Amazing! I walked in room 505, the same damn class room I had Philosophy with him in last year, and my friend Dillian from Intro to Philosophy is sitting in the same seat with an empty one to his right, as it should be. Hah. It was like we just picked up where we left off, but of course it's a completly different topic. And, of course, we were the only freshman in the class, considering it was an upper level class. Umm... kind of scared. But Mark <3 talked about Film Noir, another thing he's extremly into, and showed us a book he wrote on it. So obviously we already know what my personal side project is for the semester. hah. <3
I'm going to join the Philosophy club. Even if I don't say anything, I'll get to be around amazing conversation, and alcohol at some point I'm sure. Dr. Conard always needs his scotch when we get into a deep mind-boggling idea.
I got lunch with Lauren and the Twins, which was sooo much fun. :-) So, it's part of our Monday and Wednesday schedule, since I have an hour and a half break between my classes. So yay, now I have someone to have lunch with, and luckily it's them. hah. Good times.
So then the rest of my day was a blur or joy. lol. Yeah, so gay. But really though. I had such a great time. I somewhat followed Jenna along her path to wherever she needed to go. So downtown we went after meeting with her friend, and oh she's such a good person to her friends, and then we went to dinner and she paid our very small bill, thanks to her fake money and her friend's discount. :-) Then we hung out with her absoluately hilarious roommates and bullshitted for the longest time. Then... a genius idea struck us! and we watched the L word on youtube. Afterward we laid around and talked and around 1 I went home. heh. She walked me to the subway station, which I thought was nice, but she's just a nice person, and ugh we got along so well, almost too well, almost as though we were meant to be together. We talked and laughed and goofed around and told stories and taught eachother some things. Ahem... we Taught eachother some things! That's just what I want. I told her about philosophy and causality and mind-boggling crazy shit, and she told me about dreams and crazy exorcist shit. :-) It was as though we knew eachother forever, we were so comfortable talking to one another, and our humour matches perfectly. Am I talking too much? I'm obsessive, sorry. I don't really need to have anyone know about this, I just need to write things down to make my life realistic, for sake of it all being a part of my imagination. Yeah, I'd usually like to save myself from that when it comes to good things, especially this good, especially when they're so rare.
And so I said 'i knew you wanted to kiss me' and she giggled and told me I better go catch my train, and ran off. hah. So cuteeeee!!! :-D I queerly smiled all the way home.
Recording. I need to keep recording my life. Becuase many times I didn't, and there are so many moments I'll never get back. Not that they were significant enough to remain in my memory, but I don't exactly remember how they used to feel, how I felt when it was happening, because I don't have details written down. So now they're gone, forever, literally, barely even imaginable. So i'll try to do this for myself as much as possible. To be sure I could feel again, many days from now, when Feeling is the last thing I remember knowing how to do.
Believe me, I'll get to that point again.
I'm so happy right now. :-)
"So umm... call sometime if you want..." "Are you kidding me?" "::curious stare::" "I'll call you like tomorrow!" :-D
So many smileys in this entry.
I'm a silly girl.
Ugh, even if nothing comes of it, I'm just so happy in this moment and couldn't really ask for much else.
:-D
I went out Saturday with Lindsey and her friends and we all met up at a pretty decent party. Then all of us dancing at the bar was awesome. Ooo... big thumbs down though on spending 24 bucks on apparently 3 drinks? Yeah. Then the next day chinese and bullshitting, and going home to my roommates and actually hanging out with them for a little while. Everything's going pretty well there so far. I even made them laugh a few times because, you know, i'm pretty damn funny.
Classes went great. It was a longgg ass day, but I didn't mind it too much. I started the day with my Poetry class with this awesomely crazy old man who is completely passionate about what he's doing, and I can't deny my attention to Anyone who has a passion for something and is going to teach it to me. Narrative Fiction with Peter as my prof. is going to be amazing, he's hilarious!, and i have him for Gay and Les. Lit. tonight at 7. Yay! It was fabulous seeing Carrie-Ann again in Ancient Philosophy, and having her smile at me when making reference to last semester, and fucking seeing the outline for our upcoming classes and realizing Dr. Conard has already gone over The Apology, Meno, the Republic, and have gone over Aristotle's ethics with her last semester. Ummm... to say the least, I'm Beyond prepared. I know I learned a lot last semester, and I'll be sure to read through my notes that I took on the same things, but it's awesome because I know I could always learn more in Philosophy. There's always a different way to look at things or a point that I didn't quite get in the midst of all the other complicated theories and proofs. I'm really going to learn a lot from her class.
Anddddd...... my last class was with Dr. Conard!!!! =-O Amazing! I walked in room 505, the same damn class room I had Philosophy with him in last year, and my friend Dillian from Intro to Philosophy is sitting in the same seat with an empty one to his right, as it should be. Hah. It was like we just picked up where we left off, but of course it's a completly different topic. And, of course, we were the only freshman in the class, considering it was an upper level class. Umm... kind of scared. But Mark <3 talked about Film Noir, another thing he's extremly into, and showed us a book he wrote on it. So obviously we already know what my personal side project is for the semester. hah. <3
I'm going to join the Philosophy club. Even if I don't say anything, I'll get to be around amazing conversation, and alcohol at some point I'm sure. Dr. Conard always needs his scotch when we get into a deep mind-boggling idea.
I got lunch with Lauren and the Twins, which was sooo much fun. :-) So, it's part of our Monday and Wednesday schedule, since I have an hour and a half break between my classes. So yay, now I have someone to have lunch with, and luckily it's them. hah. Good times.
So then the rest of my day was a blur or joy. lol. Yeah, so gay. But really though. I had such a great time. I somewhat followed Jenna along her path to wherever she needed to go. So downtown we went after meeting with her friend, and oh she's such a good person to her friends, and then we went to dinner and she paid our very small bill, thanks to her fake money and her friend's discount. :-) Then we hung out with her absoluately hilarious roommates and bullshitted for the longest time. Then... a genius idea struck us! and we watched the L word on youtube. Afterward we laid around and talked and around 1 I went home. heh. She walked me to the subway station, which I thought was nice, but she's just a nice person, and ugh we got along so well, almost too well, almost as though we were meant to be together. We talked and laughed and goofed around and told stories and taught eachother some things. Ahem... we Taught eachother some things! That's just what I want. I told her about philosophy and causality and mind-boggling crazy shit, and she told me about dreams and crazy exorcist shit. :-) It was as though we knew eachother forever, we were so comfortable talking to one another, and our humour matches perfectly. Am I talking too much? I'm obsessive, sorry. I don't really need to have anyone know about this, I just need to write things down to make my life realistic, for sake of it all being a part of my imagination. Yeah, I'd usually like to save myself from that when it comes to good things, especially this good, especially when they're so rare.
And so I said 'i knew you wanted to kiss me' and she giggled and told me I better go catch my train, and ran off. hah. So cuteeeee!!! :-D I queerly smiled all the way home.
Recording. I need to keep recording my life. Becuase many times I didn't, and there are so many moments I'll never get back. Not that they were significant enough to remain in my memory, but I don't exactly remember how they used to feel, how I felt when it was happening, because I don't have details written down. So now they're gone, forever, literally, barely even imaginable. So i'll try to do this for myself as much as possible. To be sure I could feel again, many days from now, when Feeling is the last thing I remember knowing how to do.
Believe me, I'll get to that point again.
I'm so happy right now. :-)
"So umm... call sometime if you want..." "Are you kidding me?" "::curious stare::" "I'll call you like tomorrow!" :-D
So many smileys in this entry.
I'm a silly girl.
Ugh, even if nothing comes of it, I'm just so happy in this moment and couldn't really ask for much else.
:-D