Got abit shitty last night at a few people/ everyone in general.
Have worked out my main stress contributer is people hassling me to see them, spend time with them or do things for them during the week (mon-fri).
Yesterday I had an sms while I was at work from Jessica F asking me to call her when I could, that it was important. I explained I wouldn't ( Read more... )

Arrgghuuugghghhh *slight moan*
Feeling those pines of anxiety creeping in again.
What to do.
Been slightly elevated (heart rate is up and feeling overall jittery) since last night to be honest, only after I took an entropy pill and climbed in bed did my mind finally allow itself to drift away peacefully.
Im getting frazzled about my life balance again.
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First I would like to start this entry with a nice big FUCK OFF to Pat, the branch manager and work in general today ( Read more... )

I finally write a journal to you all from home, in a lovely blurred state of mind on a late sunday afternoon.
This week has been tough and Im kind of glad its over. My emotions have been allover the place although I soley blame that on stress this week, mainly at work for once. Normally work stuff doesn't get to me but this week, I don't know so ( Read more... )

Right now I have to decide.....
To go Bikram tonight or stay home, clean and rest up since I feel the start of a bug coming on.
To go Bikram tomorrow night or hit the city for more herbs since I am nearly out and won't have a chance to get out until at least the weekend.
When to make time to wash and detail my car since it is getting pretty disgusting ( Read more... )

I don't feel right today.
I didn't feel right yesterday either.
Took the day off work when I awoke and discovered I had aggravated hayfever symptoms. Probably played them up a little more then they were but I honestly could not face reality.
Was tempted to take today off too when I awoke at 5:59am exactly in an absolute panic about facing the day.
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Oh my goodness I swear I wish I could just crawl into my bed and not emerge for like......ohhhh I dunno a century! Maybe that would be enough for all this chaos to die down ( Read more... )