We Will Cope

Sep 29, 2010 22:12

 Saturday night was a mess.
Am I that bad?
Or worse?
I can't even tell him that Im not coping, thats the worst thing.
My bf has been diagnosed with depression because of a stupid medication the government supports!
He is not the same.
He got wasted Saturday night.
Would not listen to reason.
Punched a wall, nearly broke his hand.
Nearly had his brother in tears arguing with him.
Then broke down in the car home and wouldnt let me take him home.
Now he is on valium.
I can't hide my feelings, he knows I hate valium.
But what can I do.
He says they help....a little.
He says he will never be the same.
Im trying to be strong, what else can I do?

Honestly what else can I do?

brendon, valium, depression

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