Taking A Deep Breath & Stepping Back
Ok I was being a silly girl earlier, I can't beleive I was beginning to consider leaving Brendon and facing the world on my own.
Things aren't always going to be peachy between us but peachy and perfect or not I am committed to him, he is not just another boyfriend he is my one and only, my life long partner and I can't just give up on us that easily.
We had abit more of a chat via sms today, nothing to deep but we got the basics out in the air and I now understand his way of thinking and his plan of action.
Basically he has a few things he would like to save up and get for us first and should anything "emergency wise" pop up for the time being he says he earns enough to cover them.
I suppose he does earn a grand a week so something that is going to cost a couple of hundred bucks is nothing for him to take that out his pay.
And atm it's me that is having all the emergencies, its my car and all my things that are causing us abit of grief I mean his car is never going to be a problem because he has mates who can always fix it for him and parts are next to nothing.
I think everybody is stressed out because of all this crap with my car, I think and hope that once that is paid and the celica is back with me everybody (including myself) will calm down and stop worrying again.
So now the next on the list for me will be this astra, it is something I not only really want but need aswell so Im going to really get my head around that and start to plan all that out financially.
Now mum wants me to pay stamp duty which I think is roughly $240 ($40 per every thousand) so that's nothing I can have that probably within 2-3 weeks after paying the celica off (which means I should be looking at having my astra around the start of November which fits in perfectly when mum gets her money for it).
Im now going to jump online and get a few quotes for comp insurance for it so I know the system with all that.
Shit I've also go my own insurance coming up for the celica....hmmm maybe I might see if we can hold the astra off till after christmas, that way I can get my insurance paid, still have money for the silly season and by Jan I should have a new job so I can get all that organised then.
Ok well I'll still get quotes anyway so I can have a full plan of action and be armed with information.
Im also going to now do another budget for myself on excel, Im going to have to really be cutting back on things for the next few months.
Merry christmas to me hey lol.
Caio xo
Things aren't always going to be peachy between us but peachy and perfect or not I am committed to him, he is not just another boyfriend he is my one and only, my life long partner and I can't just give up on us that easily.
We had abit more of a chat via sms today, nothing to deep but we got the basics out in the air and I now understand his way of thinking and his plan of action.
Basically he has a few things he would like to save up and get for us first and should anything "emergency wise" pop up for the time being he says he earns enough to cover them.
I suppose he does earn a grand a week so something that is going to cost a couple of hundred bucks is nothing for him to take that out his pay.
And atm it's me that is having all the emergencies, its my car and all my things that are causing us abit of grief I mean his car is never going to be a problem because he has mates who can always fix it for him and parts are next to nothing.
I think everybody is stressed out because of all this crap with my car, I think and hope that once that is paid and the celica is back with me everybody (including myself) will calm down and stop worrying again.
So now the next on the list for me will be this astra, it is something I not only really want but need aswell so Im going to really get my head around that and start to plan all that out financially.
Now mum wants me to pay stamp duty which I think is roughly $240 ($40 per every thousand) so that's nothing I can have that probably within 2-3 weeks after paying the celica off (which means I should be looking at having my astra around the start of November which fits in perfectly when mum gets her money for it).
Im now going to jump online and get a few quotes for comp insurance for it so I know the system with all that.
Shit I've also go my own insurance coming up for the celica....hmmm maybe I might see if we can hold the astra off till after christmas, that way I can get my insurance paid, still have money for the silly season and by Jan I should have a new job so I can get all that organised then.
Ok well I'll still get quotes anyway so I can have a full plan of action and be armed with information.
Im also going to now do another budget for myself on excel, Im going to have to really be cutting back on things for the next few months.
Merry christmas to me hey lol.
Caio xo