~*~PeAcE~*~
well yeah my summer has been up and down up and down... right when i think im happy something bad happens and then it fucks up this happiness... im leaving for portugal in 2 days ill be gone for a month if anyone wants anything tell me so i can get it for you... but yeah i dont know im so confused right now i really wish tammy was here. She always gave me the right advice when i was in most need of help. Expecially when my so called friedns turn against me... i went to her grave today and just sat there hopeing that maybe i could get a sign or something. there was nothing. i sat there by myself in silence just thinking of how many mastakes i have made. and how some say things and dont mean them. i thought about god and my family and my friends and just sitting there made me think ... is it really worth it?