AHH!!
right now at this very momment life is SO compicated... it really sucks... why cant people just be idk.... better? ...yesterday or should i say early this morning i went to go pick up my friend from a bar... well he was really drunk and was like yeah making me feel all unconforable and like i just wanted to make sure he was going to be ok but he kept coming on to me and i reLly didnt like that ... so i went inside to tell my (who i thought my was friend )thomas to PLEASE go in the room so that way maybe my other friend would stop coming on to me... he responds with... "why dont you just GO HOME you dont need to be here" i told him that i just wanted to make sure that he got home safely and that he would be ok... when he replys " well he's home go home" when i said "ok" idk maybe he was right but still the way he said it was like "stupid bitch " yeah know? and now im at home and feel totally lonely i know that im not but im really rethinking my life but i have to go b/c my mothers TOTALLY BITCHING AT ME... FUCK AHHHHHH!!! i hate this i just cant wait untill i can get away from it all.... IM DONE