December 6th 2011
It amazes me how much venting to no one eases my mind. maybe because i know who actually reads this, or more the person that reads this.
i should have kept my major to literature, i'd probably be a lot happier than i am now. i'm going to fail one of my classes, i've already accepted it. now i'm just dreading the reactions it will cause. i guess it won't be such a merry christmas afterall. but i guess that's not even whats really on my mind.
'even people you call your closest friends are untrustworthy. everyone talks shit. people should never leave their houses. people are only nice when they want something.'
-there is more truth in that statement than anything else i've heard in the past couple months. it amuses me how everyone always wants what someone else has. and then when they can't achieve the impossible it's the other person's fault.
more riddles, and less truth.
it seems like an on-going battle.
more truth, and less connection.
it seems like a hopeless battle.
-when someone asks you would you go back in time and change something in your life, have you ever stopped and really thought about it.
*would you stay witha boy/girl friend, would you have said yes instead of no, would you have gone out instead of staying in, would you have made a move instead of being shy.
there are so many things to change in the past, but what good would it do. i've realized recently that i cling to possesions more than people. take away my possestions and i'd be lost, take away my people and i'd function just fine.
my heads been so lost recently. none of these posts make any sense unless you know my mind, which few people do. if your still reading this, atleast you think you know my mind. and if your reading still, you want to know my mind. either way you are nosey or you actually care. whatever the case may be, i'm glad you're still reading my useless words. ;)
as heartless as i am, i wish i could be more so. i wish i could simplely cut people out of my life and not think twice about it. i'd probably be a lot better off that way.
this is definetly too much information for most people to read,
so keep this to yourself, even though you won't.
thanks.
i should have kept my major to literature, i'd probably be a lot happier than i am now. i'm going to fail one of my classes, i've already accepted it. now i'm just dreading the reactions it will cause. i guess it won't be such a merry christmas afterall. but i guess that's not even whats really on my mind.
'even people you call your closest friends are untrustworthy. everyone talks shit. people should never leave their houses. people are only nice when they want something.'
-there is more truth in that statement than anything else i've heard in the past couple months. it amuses me how everyone always wants what someone else has. and then when they can't achieve the impossible it's the other person's fault.
more riddles, and less truth.
it seems like an on-going battle.
more truth, and less connection.
it seems like a hopeless battle.
-when someone asks you would you go back in time and change something in your life, have you ever stopped and really thought about it.
*would you stay witha boy/girl friend, would you have said yes instead of no, would you have gone out instead of staying in, would you have made a move instead of being shy.
there are so many things to change in the past, but what good would it do. i've realized recently that i cling to possesions more than people. take away my possestions and i'd be lost, take away my people and i'd function just fine.
my heads been so lost recently. none of these posts make any sense unless you know my mind, which few people do. if your still reading this, atleast you think you know my mind. and if your reading still, you want to know my mind. either way you are nosey or you actually care. whatever the case may be, i'm glad you're still reading my useless words. ;)
as heartless as i am, i wish i could be more so. i wish i could simplely cut people out of my life and not think twice about it. i'd probably be a lot better off that way.
this is definetly too much information for most people to read,
so keep this to yourself, even though you won't.
thanks.