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how did everything just come crashing down so quickly? I think everyone in my band has got me worried somehow. I'll go down the list.
paul. this is a real sore subject with me. him leaving the band has been so much harder to deal with than I ever thought it'd be. I know it's affected our friendship. there's no hostility, but there's no question we've grown apart. and I am sorry, I feel sorry about it everyday but I don't know how to fix that. we'll talk every so often and promise to keep more in touch but it never happens. and now he's very upset over something and I feel completely helpless. I don't know how to help him anymore. I hate that, I hate that I've let it get to this point. I wish there was some way I could let him know that despite all the changes since he's left, I still care about him.
jon. he's upset because paul is upset. again, I want to help, wish I could do something. I never do so why am I bothering? this is so hard.
hannah. she's upset because paul and jon are upset, and I think something else too but I don't know for sure or if I should mention it. at least I can talk to her, though. that's a good thing.
rachel. this one just snuck up on me. she's going to the hospital. why? what's going on? shouldn't I know about these things? I'm worried and stressed out, someone better tell me what's going on and soon.
jo. she's disappeared and her back is still bad. I miss her and I am worried, of course. what else is new.
tina. her paid account runs out soon and she's having a rough time finding the perfect icons. tina we are all here for you if you need us.
I'm going to call hannah and see what's going on with rachel. this is crazy.
paul. this is a real sore subject with me. him leaving the band has been so much harder to deal with than I ever thought it'd be. I know it's affected our friendship. there's no hostility, but there's no question we've grown apart. and I am sorry, I feel sorry about it everyday but I don't know how to fix that. we'll talk every so often and promise to keep more in touch but it never happens. and now he's very upset over something and I feel completely helpless. I don't know how to help him anymore. I hate that, I hate that I've let it get to this point. I wish there was some way I could let him know that despite all the changes since he's left, I still care about him.
jon. he's upset because paul is upset. again, I want to help, wish I could do something. I never do so why am I bothering? this is so hard.
hannah. she's upset because paul and jon are upset, and I think something else too but I don't know for sure or if I should mention it. at least I can talk to her, though. that's a good thing.
rachel. this one just snuck up on me. she's going to the hospital. why? what's going on? shouldn't I know about these things? I'm worried and stressed out, someone better tell me what's going on and soon.
jo. she's disappeared and her back is still bad. I miss her and I am worried, of course. what else is new.
tina. her paid account runs out soon and she's having a rough time finding the perfect icons. tina we are all here for you if you need us.
I'm going to call hannah and see what's going on with rachel. this is crazy.