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Nov 05, 2002 08:37

The remainder of this year is going to be fucking wild for us. I'm worried about Jo. I know she's going to get a lot of pressure to get back to work before she's ready just because we have so much to do these next couple months. I'm not letting anyone rush her into anything she's not ready for, including herself. we have the new cd coming out in a few weeks, and one in the states next month. I wonder how it got this far.

I love Rachel. I've been ready to lose it so many times and she's always brought me back. I don't know how she does it, but sometimes all it takes is a look and a touch. I still have to read about her and Jeremy in every magazine I pick up. It makes me a little ill. But, I do have her here with me. That's what ultimately matters. I keep telling myself that.

There's so much I want right now, so many things I wish could be different. You get used to things going your way because sometimes we are made to feel like royalty. Times like when you're on tour and being pampered every day of your life. For a while there it really feels like you're in control. But now it's that time again. Promotion. And we're back to being owned. It's enough to drive you mad.

I'm gonna visit Jo today and see how she's doing.
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