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*sighs* Got a call last night from someone I hadn't heard from... well, I hadn't heard or seen since Baylee's birthday party. That's right Bri called me, and I'm not really sure what to make of it. I waited around, didn't see anyone (my hopes that he was going to come out of hiding.) and now that I'm starting to get my life back to happy again... Bri suddenly shows up again. Not only did I get a call from him, but Kevin as well. Last time I spoke with Kevin, he had said something's to my sisters and me. Not only that but he made a rude remark in his journal, and I'll quote ... "Brian is fucking his oversexed, slutty wife or one of the Carter kids. Can you say, STATUTORY RAPE, BUD?" Yeah that pissed me off to no end. It was none of his business in the first place, along with everything else he said. Then all of a sudden out of nowhere I get a call from him, and he is acting all nice ... like he is a different person.
Last time, when I got away to just think, I did most of it on Bri and my feelings for him. I remembered how upset and pissed off he got at Leigh when she took off, and he pulled the same thing. I called him, wrote him a letter and I didn't hear anything back from him for at least 2 months. Now that he is back I'm remembering all those good memories, and I have no clue what I should do with them. Should I just move on with my life? Fuck! The whole reason why I took Scott's offer to come up to Canada was to get away and not think about drama. I'm having the best time with him, and he is such a wonderful guy. Maybe it's time for me to just grow up, and stop trying to forget about the drama and face it. *sighs* I'm going home to LA.
PS. Aaron, just to let you know I read your last entry, and yeah not funny dude.
Last time, when I got away to just think, I did most of it on Bri and my feelings for him. I remembered how upset and pissed off he got at Leigh when she took off, and he pulled the same thing. I called him, wrote him a letter and I didn't hear anything back from him for at least 2 months. Now that he is back I'm remembering all those good memories, and I have no clue what I should do with them. Should I just move on with my life? Fuck! The whole reason why I took Scott's offer to come up to Canada was to get away and not think about drama. I'm having the best time with him, and he is such a wonderful guy. Maybe it's time for me to just grow up, and stop trying to forget about the drama and face it. *sighs* I'm going home to LA.
PS. Aaron, just to let you know I read your last entry, and yeah not funny dude.