lax again
ok so i was starting to think lax was ok but then we had our first game. its so fucking stupid. like ahhhhhh i played for a total of 1 AND A HLAF FUCKING MINTUES THE WHOLE 50 MINUTE GAME. it so stupid. i ahet it. i want to be on jv. it takes up alllll my time i dont play and i dont fit in at all with the team. im goofy and weird but peopole just think im weird until they get to know me but they never will cause theres already huge personalities on the team. it sucks. allllllll my friends are on jv. i would get to play more. lacrosse wouldnt be my life. like arghhhhhhhhh its so annoying. seriously y did she even out me on varsity if im not going to play? we only had 3 FREAKING SUBS so its not like she couldnt fit me in or anything. she just didnt want to. arghh i hate it