laxxxxxxxxxx
so i made varsity lacrosse right? and its kinda not fun. cause everyones pissed i made it because im not good enough. like the seniors are all "we have poeple on this team that have never played before" and stuff. and i just dont feel good. and i dont have friends on the team cause they arent the people i chill with at all so it kinda sucks cause i just like dont talk to people.
today was better though because felicia and erin and mary were there so i got to talk to people. and i made an interception and cradled upfield until i got a pass off to kelly which was good. it was the first time i felt like i actually deserved to be there. i get so nervous during sccrimages in practice and not in practice though that i cant catch. like i know i can catch it but then i start thinking holy crap im not gonna catch it and then i dont. and then i suck which stinks a lot. but today was better. today was actually really good. i mean mcas was mcas and wicked boring but then we went outside for english and again for math. only stupid sam atlas hitting on my hands. hes so sketchy "callie u have such nice hands" yea whatever sammmm ur sketchyyyyyyyyyyyy
and once again not doing my homework
today was better though because felicia and erin and mary were there so i got to talk to people. and i made an interception and cradled upfield until i got a pass off to kelly which was good. it was the first time i felt like i actually deserved to be there. i get so nervous during sccrimages in practice and not in practice though that i cant catch. like i know i can catch it but then i start thinking holy crap im not gonna catch it and then i dont. and then i suck which stinks a lot. but today was better. today was actually really good. i mean mcas was mcas and wicked boring but then we went outside for english and again for math. only stupid sam atlas hitting on my hands. hes so sketchy "callie u have such nice hands" yea whatever sammmm ur sketchyyyyyyyyyyyy
and once again not doing my homework