iiiii just want to turn to you my borken heart just has no proooooof
i dont care about school anymore. which really isnt good at all. i dont do work anymore cause i dont care. well i do it i just dont do it well. like i've had enough time to do stuff this weekend but i just didnt want to. i feel like i dont have any wokr but i totally do im just not doing it. all i can think about is like italy or other nonschool related things. and im thinking omfg itlays so soon! but then im like wow ok that means my history papers really soon. which is cool seeing as i havent researched whatsoever. i read like 8 pages from a database and thats it. thats not good. my outline sucked but i just dont feel like researching. and i have a ton of reading for history too that i didnt do but i probably should cause i have not been doing well in history lately...like at all. so i should really do it and i know im gonna be pissed once i get it back but i would rather just straighten my hair. yea i sound like a major ditz a ton but thats what i want to do. and i havent done anything for math expo which is due march 31. it seems like a long way away but its not at all seeing as im already thinking bball championships are like next weekend wen they're actually 2 days after math is due. i dont know what to do to get motivated again. i keep thinking about the summer and italy and washington and everything but school. like i just dont care. even my moms noticed. i dont know wat to do to get all motivated again to do work and not sit on my ass doing nothing. helppppppppppp