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My head hurts, I feel kinda sick and really sad. On top of that, nothing works. It seems like every little random thing decided to fuck up right before first class tomorrow. I feel really shitty and pathetic, I just want to go home and do nothing with my life.
I can't even get unpacked, or organized because I need to get so much more shit to hold stuff. I kind of want to start crying but my roommate is here and crying would be pathetic. I don't want to sit and eat lunch alone again, and a sure as fuck don't want to keep running around to Ben,Adam, Aaron and john respective rooms all the time. I just want to have friends again, and not feel like I have to harass and search out people to not be alone.
I can't even keep my fucking posters or calender up, they just keep falling. Even if I take the same stuff Adam has holding his shit up, they still fall. What the fuck am I ever going to be able to accomplish here if I cannot even succeed in that.
I can't even get unpacked, or organized because I need to get so much more shit to hold stuff. I kind of want to start crying but my roommate is here and crying would be pathetic. I don't want to sit and eat lunch alone again, and a sure as fuck don't want to keep running around to Ben,Adam, Aaron and john respective rooms all the time. I just want to have friends again, and not feel like I have to harass and search out people to not be alone.
I can't even keep my fucking posters or calender up, they just keep falling. Even if I take the same stuff Adam has holding his shit up, they still fall. What the fuck am I ever going to be able to accomplish here if I cannot even succeed in that.