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People Piss me off latetly, without trying or probobly deserving it.
I don't really know whats up, or what's wrong with me, I feel sick and want it to stop.
I allways feel alone, and then annoyed when people talk to me or so.
Push them away, return to feeling shitty and alone.
Something is up/wrong, but fucked if I can figure anything out past worthlessness.
Just so sick and tired of it, not being wanted, feeling shitty, people feeling guilty, angery related to their pity.
It wouldn't be so bad if I could do something with all this time alone, instead I just get more angry and pissed.
Which is probobly why the few honest/real friends I have will probobly be the ones to piss me off more.
:gah: I make so sence.
I'm going to go throw up now.
I don't really know whats up, or what's wrong with me, I feel sick and want it to stop.
I allways feel alone, and then annoyed when people talk to me or so.
Push them away, return to feeling shitty and alone.
Something is up/wrong, but fucked if I can figure anything out past worthlessness.
Just so sick and tired of it, not being wanted, feeling shitty, people feeling guilty, angery related to their pity.
It wouldn't be so bad if I could do something with all this time alone, instead I just get more angry and pissed.
Which is probobly why the few honest/real friends I have will probobly be the ones to piss me off more.
:gah: I make so sence.
I'm going to go throw up now.