Mar 24, 2007 23:33
I allways find myself asking why if I feel so bad and everyone cares etc. Why is it.. that no one just reaches out and holds me? I mean If everyone cares so much why is it no one hugs me or pulls me close. Allways wondering and asking and the only one whoever awnsers me is that stupid fucking voice.
Telling me no one cares, I'm stupid, I'm not important, no one loves me, its because i'm fat, ugly, unattractive, my body's failing, i'm short , because i'm awful, a whore, slut, alone, unloved, empty, shallow, hallow, cunt, bitch, worthless, worrying, loser and I mean nothing to no one.
She allways awnsers me, and recently her voice is making alot of sence. And I really don't know what to do anymore...
Since you were both so intrested in what I was writing.
rant,
prepboy,
voice,
thoughts,
hugs,
satan,
intrest,
blah,
lonely,
affection,
graeme,
paperblog,
ben,
rl