AHHHH It's fucking thusday
Shit shit shit shit shit shit.... my whole fucking week's gone! I have to finish all this homework.. I have no time fucking shit. ARGGGG! Fuck. This week's blown, i hate this.
I'm so miserable and I don't entirely know why, I know all the things making it worst.. but not why it never leaves. I'm so angry I can't stop screaming, I want to break everything. And Punch Dos out, adam too (dispite him not having done anything bad.. course the same can be said for good things. I hate pasivity).
ARG!
I have that speech and project to do, plus the countless other things, pyshce ahh i have no time.
I just want to cry and scream I can't focus or work, i feel too miserable.
I want nothing more than to take a sweet cold silver bullit to the temple. The idea of a cold gun barrel and a quick snap to the face sounds so good right now.
If only this would all stop.
My stomach wreches, my guts knotted, my temples pulsing and everything aches.
I can't stand this.
Thank god he's leaving... i wish things would get better once he's gone, but really I know dos isn't the cause just the insitgator.
Like the keroscene on the ember, fucks everything the hell up and makes it soo much worst.
I wish i knew what was wrong with me.
I'm so angry at everything, and so sad all the time, I don't know what to do.
How many more days am I going to sit here, thinking about ways to end it?
Why can't I ever do anything right.
Fuck.
I'm so miserable and I don't entirely know why, I know all the things making it worst.. but not why it never leaves. I'm so angry I can't stop screaming, I want to break everything. And Punch Dos out, adam too (dispite him not having done anything bad.. course the same can be said for good things. I hate pasivity).
ARG!
I have that speech and project to do, plus the countless other things, pyshce ahh i have no time.
I just want to cry and scream I can't focus or work, i feel too miserable.
I want nothing more than to take a sweet cold silver bullit to the temple. The idea of a cold gun barrel and a quick snap to the face sounds so good right now.
If only this would all stop.
My stomach wreches, my guts knotted, my temples pulsing and everything aches.
I can't stand this.
Thank god he's leaving... i wish things would get better once he's gone, but really I know dos isn't the cause just the insitgator.
Like the keroscene on the ember, fucks everything the hell up and makes it soo much worst.
I wish i knew what was wrong with me.
I'm so angry at everything, and so sad all the time, I don't know what to do.
How many more days am I going to sit here, thinking about ways to end it?
Why can't I ever do anything right.
Fuck.