When you say you love me, for a moment, there's no one else alive...
Hmmmm so I figured I would update for the first time in almost 2 months. I really have neglected you, el jay. Sorry, dood.
I feel like so friggen much has happened since I last updated, and then I kinda feel like nothing has happened. So I kinda feel like I have nothing to say. WOOT this should be an exhilarating update.
Things are okay. I am still mostly enjoying school. Spanish is currently my favorite class...haha that is so nuts and I can't believe I like it so much. Maybe it will turn into a college minor? WHAT. I don't even know. Crazy talk, I tell you.
Speaking of college, way to ownnnnn me. I really have absolutely no idea where I will end up. My plans have sort of shifted in these past couple weeks. I am applying early action to Northeastern, and I have most of it done. Only problem: uhh college essay. I really need to figure that out. Serious topic dilemma. It makes me realize my lack of writing ability. And lack of passion. Um, sweet.
Um, nothing is really new in my life, no lie...which kind of bothers me. I feel like my life is wasteful repetitive nothingness. I do things, but I don't really DO anything. Because I've done it all 10 million times before. Does anybody get that? What the hell am I talking about. The only place I really feel like I am DOING something is church, or when something is faith-related. Makes me feel like I am actually alive and breathing.
Anyways, this entry has been relatively emo, so I'll stop now. Well, I'll add lyrics because, let's be honest with ourselves kids, what is an emo entry without depressing lyrics.
spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
i need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
i'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of an angel
I feel like so friggen much has happened since I last updated, and then I kinda feel like nothing has happened. So I kinda feel like I have nothing to say. WOOT this should be an exhilarating update.
Things are okay. I am still mostly enjoying school. Spanish is currently my favorite class...haha that is so nuts and I can't believe I like it so much. Maybe it will turn into a college minor? WHAT. I don't even know. Crazy talk, I tell you.
Speaking of college, way to ownnnnn me. I really have absolutely no idea where I will end up. My plans have sort of shifted in these past couple weeks. I am applying early action to Northeastern, and I have most of it done. Only problem: uhh college essay. I really need to figure that out. Serious topic dilemma. It makes me realize my lack of writing ability. And lack of passion. Um, sweet.
Um, nothing is really new in my life, no lie...which kind of bothers me. I feel like my life is wasteful repetitive nothingness. I do things, but I don't really DO anything. Because I've done it all 10 million times before. Does anybody get that? What the hell am I talking about. The only place I really feel like I am DOING something is church, or when something is faith-related. Makes me feel like I am actually alive and breathing.
Anyways, this entry has been relatively emo, so I'll stop now. Well, I'll add lyrics because, let's be honest with ourselves kids, what is an emo entry without depressing lyrics.
spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
i need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
i'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of an angel