Dec 22, 2004 22:58
i went and visited my great-grandmother in the nursing home.
i cried when i walked in.
i don't want to be in a nursing home.
they were having a christmas party.
then i got her a piece of cake, and this other old woman asked me for something from the food table. and suddenly i felt better. i helped someone get a straw into their mouth.
it is amazing what helping someone does fot you.
maybe i'm just a hopeless romantic who thinks they can make some kind of difference in the world.
i'm going to start volunteering there.
anyway, Nanny knew me. sometimes she doesn't. it was wonderful. i love her.