Today has been a garbage day. I'll add pictures later or most likely make a new post for them because I did take some nice pictures, but I can't be bothered to right now.

( tw: just like a lot of negativity, some mentions of suicide and self-harm )

I'm not really in the mood to write but I think I should.

I'm feeling okay right now, so it's weird to write about not feeling okay. It all seems silly and stupid. And as much as I don't want to, I do want to be over it. I'm coming back slowly, have been inevitably all day.

( tw: suicide ideation; stuff i dont like about myself )