I can't escape her...

[azurephoenix]

I just don't understand it. I got back from Hollywood today and slept before work and had one of the most intense dreams ever. She was there... her ex was there... I saw her for a second, walking away from me... I told her to wait. I wanted to talk to her. To find out how she feels... what really happened... but she just looked at me, turned around

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[elfin_singer]

I tell myself I want it all to be over but my heart wants to scream back "It's her, it's only her I want..."

I can understand. I don't know if you were around when I posted that Jason is getting in August to the girl he cheated on me with. I had such a crying fit and I had moments through out the day. It couldn't be the nail in the coffin for my hope. I still don't think it is. I have all the same thoughts running through my mind as you are.

[azurephoenix]

Well... I'm sorry. I haven't read much lately I've been so busy with my trips... I'm going out of town AGAIN this weekend. :)

Maybe I'll become sane eventually. O_O