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[azurepalesky]

I'm trying to take the high road, in terms of his current actions. Doing all the things I wanted now with other people but never would with me. I guess I was never worth it to him, but these other girls are. For them he would go outside on weekends without complaint, even travel across the state. I've been trying so hard to be civil and nice, but it's getting harder and harder. And the thing is, it wouldn't make a difference to him either way.

I just want to get back in my car and drive all the way back home today.