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i feel stupid .. and old .. and by extension (since i'm female) fat. i know that this teacher is not teaching the material right. he has us print out the lecture and then spends most of it saying 'yeah, you'll need to know that, yup learn that' without actually teaching much of it at all. i'm increasingly frustrated. science was always my strong subject. if i didn't know it, i could figure it out by elimination. i took this class before and that teacher was all about the details, but i was overwhelmed in the details and i dropped the class before i could flunk out. grr. maybe i'm not so stupid, just lazy and don't want to read the book to the extent that i teach myself. but am i supposed to teach myself this stuff? i thought that was the point of the teacher.
am i stupider because i am old, or just lazy. i never had such a problem picking up the material before. i don't want to be clerical the rest of my life. i didn't want to be this long. this job was only supposed to be so long until i got the degree, now it looks like the degree will only be for my benefit unless i want to pick up a brand new career in my 40s. which, admittedly, has been done before. wow, look at the whiffle to go with those waffles.grr.
am i stupider because i am old, or just lazy. i never had such a problem picking up the material before. i don't want to be clerical the rest of my life. i didn't want to be this long. this job was only supposed to be so long until i got the degree, now it looks like the degree will only be for my benefit unless i want to pick up a brand new career in my 40s. which, admittedly, has been done before. wow, look at the whiffle to go with those waffles.grr.