New year, New life

Jan 03, 2005 11:21

First off, Happy New Year! Hope you guys had a good one. I spent new years eve at Jonno's. We talked about going out but neither of us really felt like it so we just ordered dinner, rented some dvd's and curled up downstairs on the lounge. It was really nice...a far cry from last new years tho. He was in Brisbane with emma and i was at Lacey's with Justin. I think all his friends were at Alex's for new years. I would have gone if he wanted to but he said he'd rather stay in with me so i wasn't going to argue with that lol.

His little cousin Alyssa was spending the night at his place too. Man is she adorable. I love little kids. It was funny coz his mum n dad were forced to watch alyssa's cartoon movies all night.
So yeah, that's where i've been for the last few days..it's been nice having time to just be with each other you know? We went into town new years eve and found an adaptor for my mp3 - the headphones he got me for chrissie wouldnt fit it but now they do! He put up the pool i got him coz his sister wouldnt get off his back about it - she wanted alyssa to go for a swim.
I loved Beyond Borders with Angelina Jolie. It was so sad - and she actually does that in real life. She's definitely one of my favourite actresses.
Last night i sat in the loungeroom trying to watch the ballroom dancing..but i couldnt concentrate coz mum and dad were screaming in the next room.
I've so had enough of him. So i sat down and wrote a letter to him - spelling out exactly how i see him and exactly why i despise him.
I had to put it in a letter because he's one of those people that interrupts you before you can get a word in.
Frankly i don't give a shit about his reaction - i just want him to know what a failure he is.

I've given up caring about what he says - i'll be gone soon so it doesn't matter. And i won't have to speak to him or see him ever again.
Poor mum =( She really snapped last night - i've never heard her like that before.
I have never hated anyone so much in my entire life.

But there is always hope. Always.

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