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Yay home alone. I hate being sick =( Especially when u forget to buy tissues so all you have is toilet paper. Bleugh.
Came back from Brissie yesterday, i wasnt tearful at leaving peter an lisa coz i thought at the time we were going to brissie to see them later on in the week but now...now i dont think thats going to happen so now i'm sitting here thinking about all the things i should have said to them.
Got sent a million text messages yesterday...jonno was feeling really guilty for going to the lan. He said he should be here looking after me.
I dont need anybody to look after me, i can look after myself.
I'm in one of those moods again...so i told him i need to be alone for the rest of the week. He just doesnt seem able to grasp the idea that i need time to myself sometimes. He kept saying he'd be at home if i changed my mind and he really hoped i did and that he misses me...it always makes me feel guilty and i shouldnt be.
At the party at pam an marks place the other night i was talking to Candice about usq. She was honest which i really appreciated. Theres nothing worse than someone spouting shit when u both know none of it is true. Yeah so anyway, the night was good in that sense.
Mum n dad are going back to samoa for 3 months in the new year so i'll have the car - yay for comfy x-trails =D
I got alot written yesterday on my novel, it's coming along really well. Why does my own writing make me cry? That happened in the QCS exam earlier on in the year, i'm sitting there writing out my final copy of the written task with tears streaming down my face. =S
Do you ever get the feeling that when ur writing a journal or diary or whatever, you're unknowingly censoring everything before you put it down? It's as if there are things you don't want to see written down for some fear that you might actually have to face it. Then it sits in the back of your mind, driving you crazy until you do face it.
Jonno's parents came over the other night to have a drink and mum told me the next day that they think i'm the sweetest thing =S
Sometimes it's nice to know there are people that don't judge you on everything you do.
Anyway, gonna go curl up under my doona and watch moulin rouge. Man i love the music in that movie.
I promise i'll comment more on your journals! I'm sorry i havent been here lately.
Love,
Aimes*****
Came back from Brissie yesterday, i wasnt tearful at leaving peter an lisa coz i thought at the time we were going to brissie to see them later on in the week but now...now i dont think thats going to happen so now i'm sitting here thinking about all the things i should have said to them.
Got sent a million text messages yesterday...jonno was feeling really guilty for going to the lan. He said he should be here looking after me.
I dont need anybody to look after me, i can look after myself.
I'm in one of those moods again...so i told him i need to be alone for the rest of the week. He just doesnt seem able to grasp the idea that i need time to myself sometimes. He kept saying he'd be at home if i changed my mind and he really hoped i did and that he misses me...it always makes me feel guilty and i shouldnt be.
At the party at pam an marks place the other night i was talking to Candice about usq. She was honest which i really appreciated. Theres nothing worse than someone spouting shit when u both know none of it is true. Yeah so anyway, the night was good in that sense.
Mum n dad are going back to samoa for 3 months in the new year so i'll have the car - yay for comfy x-trails =D
I got alot written yesterday on my novel, it's coming along really well. Why does my own writing make me cry? That happened in the QCS exam earlier on in the year, i'm sitting there writing out my final copy of the written task with tears streaming down my face. =S
Do you ever get the feeling that when ur writing a journal or diary or whatever, you're unknowingly censoring everything before you put it down? It's as if there are things you don't want to see written down for some fear that you might actually have to face it. Then it sits in the back of your mind, driving you crazy until you do face it.
Jonno's parents came over the other night to have a drink and mum told me the next day that they think i'm the sweetest thing =S
Sometimes it's nice to know there are people that don't judge you on everything you do.
Anyway, gonna go curl up under my doona and watch moulin rouge. Man i love the music in that movie.
I promise i'll comment more on your journals! I'm sorry i havent been here lately.
Love,
Aimes*****