moving forward fearlessly

[azsunspot161]

2007 had some really difficult obstacles, but it also had some really good times. I hope everyone had a great holiday season! I am definitely looking forward to the future. I am excited to see what new things cross my path and what new opportunities will appear. At this point, there are multiple possibilities and the changes this year will be amazing. Every year is a shedding of the old year (duh), but this year, I feel like I'm really leaving behind alot of experiences, friends, and feelings. I am going to work really hard to cleanse my soul because I feel like I am being weighed down by so much and its mostly in my heart and my head. I know I have grudges to release and people to forgive; including myself. There are things that I have done that I'm not proud of and there are people I have hurt whom I deeply still care for and about. I would like to start anew, but this process will take a while so I have to remind myself to be patient and not lose track of what I'm striving for. I would like to gain an entirely new insight in the world and a more positive perspective on things. I would like to work on my outlook, my judgemental-ness, and my entire attitude towards almost everything. This last year I lost most of my confidence of who I am, what I am capable of and the things and people I love. I want to try to "find myself" so to speak, because I just don't feel like myself and I'm sure anyone who reads this...has probably felt this way at least once in their life.

I'm ready to make some changes and really attempt to organize my life. I have alot of things that I plan on doing, but without a clean workspace, I'll lose every step - time to clean up my world.

good luck to everyone in the new year !!