Feb 25, 2011 21:57
"Oh. This means you're likely very low on energy."
"Yeah I know, I usually just ignore that."
"...?"
"I mean I stubborn through whatever I'm doing, energy or no."
"Keeping this up might give you burn-out, you realize?"
"Yup! I know."
"..."
Conversation between me and my teacher today. Funny though, I always used to have really high energy. Enough to pull several more people along with me. And I still do that, too.
Our boss told me today that I wasn't working fast enough. Well big surprise there, after waking up before time and then school I was completely wiped. I soldiered through that too though. ...
And then I got home only to get a reminder that not everyone's able and/or willing to put up with me. Well, about time that happened, I think. I kept wondering how it was possible that I was surrounded by people who didn't mind what they were dealing with, anyway, and while I didn't see this coming exactly the way it went down, I could tell something needed to change. Good to get it out of the way!
...the nightmares though, those I could do without.
Ah well. This is life.
(keep a mild groove on...)
against all odds,
special kinds of inheritance,
trying to keep in touch kthx,
life in general,
don't believe in burnout,
my mind is a scary place