095 face the sun with the pride of the living
I was told to try and visualize a dream scenario of mine, a few days ago. See how easily it comes to me, to see whether or not I've been neglecting what I want for myself. It was... surprisingly difficult. Guess I shouldn't lose focus.
My birthday was nice. Thanks you guys who thought of me and got me gifts! I was really surprised.
Last month has had me realize why green is associated with hope. It feels good to see how alive everything still is, no matter how long and cold the winter. My traditional pink carpet was a little late this year (first time that's happened...) but that's okay.
I'm alright with waiting now. My confidence is back, healed like skin underneath a bandaid. And here I go already making plans (albeit tentatively) for when I leave here. Everything is saying 'goodbye' and 'one last time'. Letting go is nice. Like rebirth.
My birthday was nice. Thanks you guys who thought of me and got me gifts! I was really surprised.
Last month has had me realize why green is associated with hope. It feels good to see how alive everything still is, no matter how long and cold the winter. My traditional pink carpet was a little late this year (first time that's happened...) but that's okay.
I'm alright with waiting now. My confidence is back, healed like skin underneath a bandaid. And here I go already making plans (albeit tentatively) for when I leave here. Everything is saying 'goodbye' and 'one last time'. Letting go is nice. Like rebirth.